Our first family trip with out you

Well Memorial Day is coming up this weekend. We are going to Jensen Beach with your Great Grandparents, Grandparents and Uncle Kyle. I would love to be putting your bathing suite on you and sunscreen with a little hat and putting you in a floaty in the pool. I know that you will be watching over us while we are out there that we are safe but I would do anything to have you in my arms again, to have you there with us. To listen to your sweet little giggle, even your cry. I would give anything to even hear you cry. I miss you so much baby. Just know that I am always thinking about you, and I miss you each and every day. I think we are going to be sending candles out in the ocean to you for your birthday. Dad and I are talking about what to do for your special day ( Your Grandma Sue came up with that :) ).
Love you so much,
Your mommy